i'll be fucking radiant!

just sent a message to a friend who is beautiful through-and-through (i keeps a harem of 'em if you ain't heard) and i was commenting on her aesthetic & outward beauty. she referenced (what she believes to be) mine. then it hit me... i'm workin' on too many things internally... too many ugly things right now to possibly exude any thing like a "beauty." i definitely need to "get right" and when i do... well... you caught the title.